Lament-to-Eclipse

To those of you who know the pain of one sided love, know that I feel for you. To those that don't know the torment of it, I envy you. I listen to her words and wish they were for me. I watch her smile, and I wish it were because she was thinking of me. I would do anything, but it doesn't even matter. Nothing matters. Nothing means anything. All falls into oblivion after this short little run through life. All we can do is try and minimize the pain, but it isn't possible for me. The only way to live would be to walk, and that is something I could never do. These chains I voluntarily wrapped my heart in have grown razors, and now I wish I coul

It just doesn't seem real that a person could be snatched away in the blink of an eye. One minute they are alive and breathing, the next, they are called back into the void, into the embrace of the mother of us all. We see death every day in movies, games and on TV, but what those things lack is the most important aspect of death. The most devastating thing about it, the personal connection. Death in itself isn't that frightening, but when you lose someone close to you, you start to think about the idea of never seeing them again… of never hearing their voice or laughing with them. You think back to the last words you said to them. Every

Fuck... ok. People change, I get that, but it seems that I end up left behind. Rule 1, if you say something, you had better mean it. Oh well. Life marches on. ketrealthefallen has turned over a new leaf, go check it out. I am in Alaska for a vacation, and it was fun, but life makes it hard to enjoy it. I am very tan and we brought the sun up from Montana, causing record high temps here.